Chemical Girl
| ⚠ Trigger Warning: This song contains themes of emotional dysregulation, mood swings, radiation poisoning and sickness. Please proceed with caution! |
About edit
"Chemical Girl" is the 8th song on the album, first released on YouTube on August 24, 2024. The song centers around Joy Sinclair. It also features Kasane Teto, an UTAU voice database.
Lyrics edit
[Intro]
I can't contain myself, I'm-
Boiling over the sides
I wish I wasn't alive
I wish I wasn't alive
I can't contain myself, I'm-
Boiling over the sides
I wish I wasn't alive
I wish I wasn't alive
[Verse 1]
It's not about anything you're doing wrong
It's about everything I'm not doing right
The reactor's at critical condition
I don't think you should come by my place tonight
And I know I can be way more than this, but
It seems like nobody else that knows me does
Have I been bitter for so fucking long that
Everybody I love forgot who I was?
[Chorus]
This is no place of honor
The danger's to the soul
My core is melting away
Offline are all controls
I know my place in the world
I will accept the role
This is no place of honor
I just thought you should know
[Verse 2]
Cheerful to ecstatic
Semi-automatic
Pleasure: programmatic
Syndrome: post-traumatic
Fist into the drywall
Feeling suicidal
My ire is vital
Sorrow in the cytol
Removal incisal
A blade is my Bible
Cybernetic vision
My frenetic fission
My neutrons in scission
Fibroblast division
Sign of my condition:
Resort to excision
My tongue licking up all the plutonium
My words laced with traces of radiation
And, reasonably, you're again mad at me
And my horrible lacking of discretion
My jaw of radium drops and it's over
My mouth falls open so damn easily now
My saliva's radioactivity
It pulls the ugliest words and phrases out
[Chorus]
This is no place of honor
The danger's to the soul
My core is falling apart
I've lost all my control
If I am a reactor
I will accept the role
This is no place of honor
I wanted you to know
There's no point in getting close
Leave me alone, leave me alone