Editing Disposable Girl (section)

== Lyrics ==
[Verse 1]<br>
Messages never read by you<br>
Never being acknowledged, but it's nothing new<br>
I'm the-<br>
Saddest actor standing in the background<br>
Over-sized hoodie walking with my head down<br>
<br>
Shitty hair, 'cause I didn't get to sleep<br>
I just wanna be alive but I feel like such a creep<br>
Wanna be-<br>
Such a pretty girl that everybody loves me<br>
But I can't shake the feeling that everyone's above me<br>
<br>
[Chorus]<br>
I know it's not a healthy way to feel<br>
But to be mistreated would at least mean I'm real<br>
When they look up your skirt<br>
When they look you up and down<br>
That at least means you're someone that they wanna be around (Uh-oh)<br>
<br>
D-I-S-P-O-S-A-B-L-E<br>
That's all I'll ever be<br>
D-I-S-P-O-S-A-B-L-E<br>
That's me<br>
That's me<br>
That's me<br>
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[Verse 2]<br>
All the pretty girls make it look so easy<br>
All the pretty girls make me not wanna be me<br>
So what is it, my face or my body?<br>
What is it that makes you people never want me?<br>
<br>
Swear to god, all I've done is my best<br>
But I always get treated like I'm different from the rest<br>
I get pushed, I get pulled, 'till there's nothing left at all<br>
And the people who do it make me feel like it's my fault<br>
<br>
[Chorus]<br>
I know it's not a healthy way to feel<br>
But to be mistreated would at least mean I'm real<br>
They don't look up my skirt<br>
They just laugh at what I do<br>
You complain about the stares<br>
But I'd kill to be you (Uh-oh)<br>
<br>
D-I-S-P-O-S-A-B-L-E<br>
That's all I'll ever be<br>
D-I-S-P-O-S-A-B-L-E<br>
That's me<br>
That's me<br>
That's-<br>
<br>
[Verse 3]<br>
I feel so unclean<br>
I feel the evil in me<br>
I try so hard to be good, to be someone worth seeing<br>
But all the names I get called, the way they treat me<br>
Don't try to lie to me and tell me I'm not ugly<br>
<br>
I wanna hate them<br>
I really fucking do<br>
But if you were in my place<br>
You would hate yourself too<br>
<br>
What to do when the world feels like<br>
Its only been against me<br>
When everybody that I've loved<br>
Has only up and left me<br>
<br>
[Chorus]<br>
I know it's not a healthy way to feel<br>
But to be mistreated would at least mean I'm real<br>
When they look up your skirt<br>
When they look you up and down<br>
That at least means you're someone that they wanna be around (Uh-oh)<br>
<br>
I know it's not a healthy way to feel<br>
But to be mistreated would at least mean I'm real<br>
They don't look up my skirt<br>
They just laugh at what I do<br>
You complain about the stares<br>
But I'd kill to be you (Uh-oh)<br>
<br>
D-I-S-P-O-S-A-B-L-E<br>
That's all I'll ever be<br>
D-I-S-P-O-S-A-B-L-E<br>
<br>
That's me<br>
That's me<br>
That's me<br>
<br>
D-I-S-P-O-S-A-B-L-E<br>
That's all I'll ever be<br>
D-I-S-P-O-S-A-B-L-E<br>
<br>
That's me<br>
That's me<br>
That's-<br>