Splitter Girl
| ⚠ Trigger Warning: This song contains themes of violent thoughts and urges, self harm, suicidal ideation, and romanticization of violent acts. Please proceed with caution! |
About edit
"Splitter Girl" is the 3rd song on the album, first released on YouTube on August 16, 2022. However, it was taken down due to some aspects of the original music video and was re-released on May 3rd, 2023. The song centers around Tahira Rashid. It also features SeeU, a Synthesizer V voice database.
Lyrics edit
[Intro]
Girl intruder with no future, a computer claims my soul
Burdened with a nasty burning, obscene yearning for control
[Verse 1]
Shy and quiet, there but silent, there's a violence in my heart
Want to maim you, to repaint you, want to make you come apart
[Pre-Chorus]
Growing up, I had these urges I'd feel bad about, but...
I'm done feeling guilty, I'll take these thoughts and tear them out
So you can't stand to see me punishing myself?
Only other option is to take it out on someone else!
[Chorus]
Stickers on my artillery, I'm gonna make history
Hurry up and get rid of me, while there's nothing left in me
Quiet girl, so unassuming, don't ask me how I'm doing
Born to bring the end of the world, swear it's nothing personal
[Verse 2]
Tried to take it out on myself, didn't have the same effect
Blood is always satisfying, but yours will be better yet
Round the corner, acting normal, scary how they don't see it
Ain't it strange, it feels like yesterday, that I was just a kid
[Pre-Chorus]
Another night, I'm all alone, enthroned within a screen
RGB light reflects uncut, orgasmic tragedies
Oh, I can't stand these awful thoughts inside of me
Only way to compensate is lead and metal, sharp and clean
[Chorus]
Razor bladed, sugarcoated, just cock it and reload it
In the backyard firing rounds, who's an easy target now?
Quiet girl, so unappealing, don't ask me how I'm feeling
Born to die, I'm taking you too, how much damage can I do?
[Bridge]
Bloody feet across the floor
No one there to clean the stains
Never got to be adored
No one there to ease the pain
Nobody to kiss it better
Laughed at for all the scars
Abusive misuse of a child
Guess that must've been the cause
Now I'm bitter, now I'm better
Angry but I know the truth
You all hurt me, you all hate me
This is what you made me do
[Pre-Chorus]
When nothing matters at all, you can do anything
I have to hurt them, for balance, for karma, before they do it to me!
So you can't stand to see me punishing myself?
Don't be so nice to me, you'll make me wish I wanted help!
[Chorus]
Stickers on my artillery, why won't you go and kill me? (Stickers on my artillery, I'm gonna make history)
Hurry up and get rid of me, before I say I'm sorry (Hurry up and get rid of me, while there's nothing left in me)
Quiet girl, nobody knows her, please let me start all over (Quiet girl, so unassuming, don't ask me how I'm doing)
Born to bring you all misery, and yet you see good in me (Born to bring the end of the world, swear it's nothing personal)
[Outro]
If this wasn't really the end, and I could do it again
Do you think that I'd deserve it? Do you think that I'm worth it?
Sympa-, empa-, apathetic; they're only theoretic
For now, I put down my weapons
I wanna be a person